Just Thinking…

I wasn’t going to post anything about this, but keeping it in my head is not working out.
I met this guy a little while ago who I really liked, I can’t emphasise that enough, it made me feel like all the other people I have ever liked were children’s crushes.
Anyway, nothing is going to happen and I don’t like it.
I feel like I have been emotionally manipulated and Im not used to it.
Don’t get me wrong, I know i will forget about him sooner or later. I just wish it would be sooner. I don’t like not getting what I want.

Well, that’s my whinge for the day. I am actually going quite well, I’m really looking forward to the meditation course I am doing next week. I’m liking this town I am in, but its not good for me, I drink too much and party too much and then eat fatty foods all day to make myself feel better. Its not ideal, but its fun and the sunshine here is great.