Just Thinking…

My life is a bit chaotic at the moment. I have heaps of free time, but I am quite busy the rest of the time. I am double booked for a number days and meetings. I feel like I have started a job that I dont even have yet (but that was always going to happen because I would do this job for free if I had another source of income)

I am still not stable with my living environment. I think that I am going to try living alone. I have never done it before, and as I am an introvert (not to be confused with being shy) I think that it might be good for me.

I think I want to live somewhere where I control the entire environment. This way there will be no TV, no sugar or junk foods. I will have to learn to clean up a whole house (or apartment). I think it would be a good experiment.

Anyway, I think I am going to get out of going to visit my family at Christmas. I will be able to say that I have to work. Its quite a relief really but I will miss seeing my cousins who I actually like and get along with. If I am ever a mother I hope I am not seen by my children as even half as crazy as I see my mum.

Its going to be a busy couple of months, I have to start work, move house, go to Dubbo for the rest of Christology, arrange stuff for mums 50th birthday, deal with Christmas, try to get people to go to summer camp, and still wait for my toe to heal and my cough to get better.