I haven’t been sleeping well. Not too sure why.
I have heaps of stuff left to do, like sell my car, finish packing up my room, that kind of thing.
The problem is when you dont sleep well you end up tired all the time, it makes it harder to do everything else. I spent most of today trying to sleep because I was too tired to do anything else. Im still tired now, but I dont know if I will be able to sleep.
People keep asking me what my plans are. I really have no idea what I am doing, it scares me. I am leaving or have already left everything that is safe and I dont even have any plans. I have heaps of options, but no plans.
The options are: 1. Move back to Wollongong after the ski season. 2. Go to the UK for a couple of years (including spending some time at iona) 3. Spend some time with nuns (either Catholic or Buddhist)
I just dont know. Im not good at looking after myself, not in any sense. I want to be bailed out, but thats not going to happen. I need to learn to be an adult.
I dont understand why I find living so hard.
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